Blue Flavor 4 U.........Poetry/Artist
My Angel’s Demise
In the event of my Angel’s demise,
My soul cries,
But only sometimes do my eyes.
Right before I begin to weep,
My heart begins to find peace,
Because she made her transition while sleep
In the event of my Angel’s demise,
My Soul cries,
I set aside my pride,
And All the pain starts to show, causing my lids to shut wide and my eyes to cry.
My eyes start to cry
But I tell myself to remain strong
God, Please help me make right what seems so wrong.
In the event of my Angel’s demise,
And on behalf of my Life’s biggest surprise,
I close my eyes tight and,
Ask God to help me make this thing right.
And right now I’ve chosen to speak directly to my Angel for the rest of the night…..
You said you would be here when it rains……..
To wash away all my sorrows and all my pains.
To mend my heart each and every time it’s broken
To speak the words that I’ll only listen to when from you they’re spoken.
To call me Miss Anne or say my name in that mean voice.
To give me that look, that makes me feel so small.
But then straightening me up. Telling me to lift my chin and stand tall.
To teach me how to someday be a good woman, wife, and mother.
To love unconditionally and like you did, teach my children to be there for one another.
Did you hear me when I said I love you….
Because,
Mommy, I love you, And I want you to know right now,
that I,
am going crazy without you.
The reality of you not being be here has a totally different effect on me every day.
And for some reason I wait until right before I go crazy to pray.
I love you mommy.
You are my inspiration to write,
Always on my mind causing the pen to ignite
You are my strength within,
And the same for Quinn.
This is my dedication to………
You, that slow song I keep replaying,
Cause Im loving everyword, you’re saying,
Everynight I’m hoping and praying…
That you’ll always be my dedication,
You are the motivation, to my imagination…….
And the evaporation to my tears…..
You are the strong force that helps me,
Be the best that I can be.
You are the invalint spirit most people hope for.
My inspiration,
Nothing less but so much more….
I painted a picture of you yesterday,
You were sky because I want you here everyday,
Sky, able to shine and wash away all the pain.
Sky, for now that will be your new name
Sky, looking to you believing I can fly,
And I…….. will always love you.
I love you Mommy…….
More than words could ever begin to describe
More than the longest word or infinite a billion times,
More than any episode of Martin, A Different World, The Cosby Show, Or the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air…….
I love every inch of you mommy, From your pretty feet to your thick autumn hair.
I love the way you loved me so effortlessly, and the way you would hold and kiss me although I always use to say I wasn’t a baby anymore.
The way you always remained faithful to your soap opera, was something I adored.
I remember when u would stare at me smiling, like you had created something so amazing.
Mommy………you actually made me blush
Whats amazing is how when I was born, we automatically fell inlove with eachother.
Before that moment, we’d never seen eachother…You held me and we had an instant connection…
Similar to our last encounter…..I held you, and I knew in my heart that you had closed your eyes for the last time and you, my angel had arrived on your flight to heaven.
I want you know, that at this moment I declare to let go of all the negative things,
And I promise to explore all that this life you've given me, shall bring.
Even if it's not filled with crystal stairs and diamond rings or hummingbirds that actually sing.
So you see my angel,
In the event of your demise,
My Soul begins to, and will always cry,
But after daydreaming about you and all the things you’ve done,
My heart is taken by the way you raised me and your son…..
So after all the tears and I all the pain, And all the many days that my eyes will rain…..
One thing about life that will never seem strange,
Is the way that you love me, which I know will never change
And after you being gone becomes real to me,
Still loving you is where I’ll be……..
I love you mommy.
My soul cries,
But only sometimes do my eyes.
Right before I begin to weep,
My heart begins to find peace,
Because she made her transition while sleep
In the event of my Angel’s demise,
My Soul cries,
I set aside my pride,
And All the pain starts to show, causing my lids to shut wide and my eyes to cry.
My eyes start to cry
But I tell myself to remain strong
God, Please help me make right what seems so wrong.
In the event of my Angel’s demise,
And on behalf of my Life’s biggest surprise,
I close my eyes tight and,
Ask God to help me make this thing right.
And right now I’ve chosen to speak directly to my Angel for the rest of the night…..
You said you would be here when it rains……..
To wash away all my sorrows and all my pains.
To mend my heart each and every time it’s broken
To speak the words that I’ll only listen to when from you they’re spoken.
To call me Miss Anne or say my name in that mean voice.
To give me that look, that makes me feel so small.
But then straightening me up. Telling me to lift my chin and stand tall.
To teach me how to someday be a good woman, wife, and mother.
To love unconditionally and like you did, teach my children to be there for one another.
Did you hear me when I said I love you….
Because,
Mommy, I love you, And I want you to know right now,
that I,
am going crazy without you.
The reality of you not being be here has a totally different effect on me every day.
And for some reason I wait until right before I go crazy to pray.
I love you mommy.
You are my inspiration to write,
Always on my mind causing the pen to ignite
You are my strength within,
And the same for Quinn.
This is my dedication to………
You, that slow song I keep replaying,
Cause Im loving everyword, you’re saying,
Everynight I’m hoping and praying…
That you’ll always be my dedication,
You are the motivation, to my imagination…….
And the evaporation to my tears…..
You are the strong force that helps me,
Be the best that I can be.
You are the invalint spirit most people hope for.
My inspiration,
Nothing less but so much more….
I painted a picture of you yesterday,
You were sky because I want you here everyday,
Sky, able to shine and wash away all the pain.
Sky, for now that will be your new name
Sky, looking to you believing I can fly,
And I…….. will always love you.
I love you Mommy…….
More than words could ever begin to describe
More than the longest word or infinite a billion times,
More than any episode of Martin, A Different World, The Cosby Show, Or the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air…….
I love every inch of you mommy, From your pretty feet to your thick autumn hair.
I love the way you loved me so effortlessly, and the way you would hold and kiss me although I always use to say I wasn’t a baby anymore.
The way you always remained faithful to your soap opera, was something I adored.
I remember when u would stare at me smiling, like you had created something so amazing.
Mommy………you actually made me blush
Whats amazing is how when I was born, we automatically fell inlove with eachother.
Before that moment, we’d never seen eachother…You held me and we had an instant connection…
Similar to our last encounter…..I held you, and I knew in my heart that you had closed your eyes for the last time and you, my angel had arrived on your flight to heaven.
I want you know, that at this moment I declare to let go of all the negative things,
And I promise to explore all that this life you've given me, shall bring.
Even if it's not filled with crystal stairs and diamond rings or hummingbirds that actually sing.
So you see my angel,
In the event of your demise,
My Soul begins to, and will always cry,
But after daydreaming about you and all the things you’ve done,
My heart is taken by the way you raised me and your son…..
So after all the tears and I all the pain, And all the many days that my eyes will rain…..
One thing about life that will never seem strange,
Is the way that you love me, which I know will never change
And after you being gone becomes real to me,
Still loving you is where I’ll be……..
I love you mommy.
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